Saturday, January 21, 2006 // Saturday, January 21, 2006
i'm affected by something tat is not really related to me..i can understand how she feels..e dilemna she is in..was it totally her fault? i doubt so..as i always sae it takes two hands to clap..letting go of something u once thot was so important to u was terrible..losing e support tat u cling onto tightly..u are back to e old u..alone n helpless..rmbing all e times tat spent together.. can u bear to let it go? but if u dun let go, u will onli be adding more pain n misery into e relationship..e trust tat both of ur used to hav will neva be e same anymore..i was surprised by ur decision..u hav e courage tat i dun have..i'm really worried for u..u're trying to hide ur pain behind ur smiles..but it's of no use..i can easily see thru..let it out ger..u will feel much better tis way..let us share e pain wif u..
veri often when i'm with u, tis question always pops out..
was it meant to a dream?
if it is then let me sleep foreva..
when i open my eyes, seeing u standing rite there smiling at me..i knew tat even e wildest dream can come true..u make e impossible possible...
each time i walk behind u, looking at ur back..i wonder if tis wld be e last time i saw u..will dere be one day where u won turn ur back to wait for me? before tis day comes, i got to treasure everything as much as i can...every sec, min tat i spent with u is memorable..i knw i can't remember everything but at least i am able to store as many beautiful memories as i can..
u look thru my messages without asking me..i dun mind bcoz i feel tat dere's nothing to hide frm u..u ask abt e keychain n my ex..u doubt tat i might be two timing u..i dun blame u either fer thinking in tat way..bcoz i know if i were u, having those similar past relationships, i wld also be acting in tis way..
i always believe tat e eyes bare e soul of a person..can u hear wad my heart is trying to sae? let my eyes n my heart tell u everything coz dey can neva be fake..
