Thursday, January 19, 2006 // Thursday, January 19, 2006
tis is my personal blog..e reason fer having tis blog is to pen down all my honest opinions n true feelings..most of them are general statements..not trying to pin point any stuff or any particular person..bear tis in mind..todae was quite an unlucky day fer me..early in e morning ganna scolding frm SOO SOO ENG already..we were late for her gp lessons..we went to the toilet fer personal grooming..well i'm sure tat everyone wants to look good at e beginning of sch..tis will den start off a gd day.. we are not exceptional..she shld understand tis..she herself is also late..lyke usual i was so tired..my whole body is aching lyke nobody's businness..my adomenon hurts so badly tat even when i laugh i can feel tat intense pain..wanted to take painkillers but my mum stop me..she was afraid tat i might get addicted to it..wad a nice mum isn't she? how i wish u were here..at least u can help me massage..durin break we exchange baby photos, everyone look so cute n different except fer me..peipei: u really look different when u r young..i lyke ur bowl cut hairstyle..look cutebaba: thanks fer helpin to scan all e photos..i can easily identify u..ur face shape didn't change much..flor: go change a new baby photo lahx..take one tat is when u r one year old..liyi: rmb to bring ur baby photo !!!me: dun be sad..not every baby is cute..did some maths questions..manage to solve quite a fair bit of ques..all thanks to ur teaching..whenever i'm doing maths ques or doing some maths related stuff, ur image always came into e picture..guess u are somehow connected to maths..how strange!!! not saying that u r not constantly on my mind..and tat it's onli when dere r maths stuff then i tink abt u..u noe i do miss u alot..way alot.. band! argh..connie and gang did not attend band..leavin onli me,kailing and jolene to handle e j1s..luckily farhan was dere to guide..wad's their reason? dey don even bother to give a reason..mayb just a msg lyke, " pls help me guide e J1s..thnks" frm xin yi..well both me n gz know e reason veri well..dey r going back to revise their chem test..not saying tat studies r not impt..but tink abt it, is tis fair to other ppl who attend band? dey have tests as well..wad makes u so special frm dem? if i were ur, i will also wan to go back to study..but how am i suppose to account to e teachers? e juniors? attandance is real bad today..jolene was lyke askin me to take disciplinary actions..but will i ever do tat?e next unlucky thing was my phone went low batt..couldn't even switch it on..i really hate it..i feel so insecured..have u ever experienced being lost in a strange place, with no familar faces, just crowds wif nobody dere noticing u n trying to help u find ur way home? if yesh..tat's how i feel..i'm so damn afraid tat something may happen to me during my journey home..maybe kipnapped or molest..i admit tat i hav a great imagination sumtimes..but i can't help worrying..i'm really looking towards to weekends..sch is really tiring n boring..lyke a daily routine..who ever lykes routine? maybe i do fer a particular routine..tat is to miss u n to sms u everyday..words could neva be enuf to sae how much i care to let u knw how glad i am to share e lurve we share..and so wif every special look..each smile n tender touch..i'm telling u wif all my heart tat i lurve u veri much...
