Wednesday, January 25, 2006 // Wednesday, January 25, 2006
was drafting tis blog entry durin chinese lecture.. we were asked to do a psychological test..e lecturer was readin tis line, " a boy was riding a bike ". we were suppose to close our eyes n start to imagine a scene. he started asking several people wad colour e boy is wearing after tat..according to him, e colour tat we see actually reflects our feelings now.. mine was red ! btw i got ENFP for my pyschological test. e lecturer continue saying that NF ppl are sensitive ppl, they based alot on feelings, they are meant to be dote on n not BULLY..so stop bullying me..u ppl..if u say something hurting, on surface they 'll pretend tat there's nothing but deep in their heart, they will remember it foreva..don ever hurt NF ppl bcoz e hurt tat u done to them wld be double..nothing interesting happen todae except during gp lesson, SOO SOO ENG ask us to brainstorm on sum ques. me n flor work on e same ques, " is marriage always abt lurve ? " SOO SOO ENG sae e question in a veri funny way esp e lurve part..sounds as tho she was neva in lurve bfr..me n flor went on imitating her..both n flor came up wif e following points..yes: basis of marriageno:- committment rather than lurve-abortion, shortgun marriage-monetary benefits-greater business opportunitieswld u really marry someone not bcoz of lurve? i doubt i'll ever do so..u will hav to face e person for a lifetime..i wld onli want to marry someone tat i truly lurve n tat he truly lurves me as well..
very often, ppl do regret e decisions they made in life. they blame themselves or even others for not choosing the rite decision. if onli i stick to tis..if only i choose tat..if onli there's enuf time to choose..if onli this..if onli that..rmb last year, i was making the decision on whether to go JC or poly..i chose JC instead..did i made a rite desicion? was tat i really wan? i'm starting to wonder..wld i be able to succeed in JC ? wad appears in front of me now are loads of homework and committment..it's onli a few hrs tat my eyes get to rest..n when u open them again. it's another brand new day..a new day to start mugging again..everyday on and off..life has been lyke tat since last year..now JC2 even tougher than bfr..it' onli e first term and i'm feeling lyke tat le..how to endure thru e rest of the year? i wonder how wld it be lyke if i went to poly instead? IF...was having headache the whole maths period till e end of e day..went to see e doctor..was forced to as my mum was really worried..e bump has swollen..i gotton a MC for tml but tink i'll still go to sch to take my gp test then sign out..well gp test.. i have yet to study...
