Tuesday, January 31, 2006 // Tuesday, January 31, 2006
well i type tis entry abt the same time as ystd..my hair is still wet..my eyes are still half-open and my nails are still as beautiful as ever..haha..all thanks to my sister..todae i did a little visiting..went to my mum' side..all wealthy relatives..recevied alot of money and gifts..but i dun really lyke visitng them..i dread going to their hse..i hate being hypocritical..i was forced to go..fer a matter of respect and courtesy..after the visitng my relatives came to my place..my hse is fully occupied by them..my playrm are filled wif kiddies n my rm has becum a temporaily gambling den..well luckily u came looking fer me if not i will be stuck at the living rm stuffing myself with all those fattening new goodies..i knew tat i grow quite a bit..horizontally..haix got to lose weight when sch starts..try to cut down e meals i eat daily..well tis is not e most interesting part todae..wad i found interesting is when we went for a walk..frm my hse to sunset way..we kept walking until we saw tis park..decided to go there fer a short walk..however it turned out tat we walk fer abt 2400m..short somehow turns to long.. and it was at nitex..quite scary...as we walk deeper, the paths seems to get darker..the most scary thing is e moment when we thot we have reach the end point and is able to exit the park..we then realised it's a dead end..maybe cannot sae dead end but just couldn't get to the main road..we have to cross tis track to get to the other end instead of the main road..the track was quite uplifted..below it was a big canal..is those kind of track where toot toot trains drive thru..the track was just made up of pieces of planks with small gaps between them..i couldn't help looking downwards..fearing i might fall into tis dark dark water..wanted to find out the depth of the canal but i can't..the darkness stop me frm doing so..it's really a bad experience..the planks weren't steady at all..my heart was pumping fast each time i step onto another plank, deep inside i was also praying fer our safety..u grab onto my hand, tightly lyke neva before..it was then my fear lessen..by alot..u even carried me down to e ground frm tat high track way..thank god it's at nite..if not i wld not know where to hide my abt-to-blush face..we continue walking fer another 300 to 500 m i think..unknowingly we ended up at jurong east..take bus 99 to central and walk back to my home again..we are a little unlucky todae..my uncle saw us holding hands..tink u can guess wad happen after tat..i was teased and all stuff..tho we did quite alot of walking todae but i guess tonite is worthwhile..to me at least..it's been long since we last held each other hand fer so long..tis walk somehow represents e journey of our rship...no matter how long, how dim our future might be, we will face everything together..e scary train track represents e rocky part of our rship or the most challenging obstacle..tho scary but u will always be dere fer me..to guide me along..to solve tis problem..i will neva be alone..tis is just merely an obtacle after tat wld be the continuation of our bright future again..i'm anticipating my future wif u..and i believe u are too..i meant every word tat i sae todae and i can rmb vividly wad u sae..i'm truly yours..
