Monday, January 30, 2006 // Monday, January 30, 2006
whee!!! it's e first of new year..can't believe tat i'm sitting in front of this com typing tis entry..my hair is wet..my eyes are half- open..my nails are painted wif beautiful flower colour prints on them..quite afraid tat i might ruin them while typing tis entry..didn't manage to visit alot of ppl todae..most of them are away..i dun really lyke to visit my dad's side..wasn't close to them at all..tml wld be my mum's side..not tat it wld be any better..but at least i'm much much closer to my aunts..was watching dark waters at my aunt's place todae..it was a SAD ghost story..e mother sacrifice herself to save her daughter..how noble of her..it takes alot of courage to sacrifice urself to save someone..have u ever wonder who wld be the person tat u r willing to sacrifice fer? or have u even consider sarificing urself to save someone? it's human nature to be selfish, to care solely abt themselves..every place i visted, i'm faced with the same comments n questions..everybody sae me and my sister look alike..hello i'm three years older than her okiex? dun make me feel so chlidish..but luckily dey added something nice behind..dey sae i look pretty..tho i noe it's just courtesy fer them to sae so..but at least i hear them saying it..sometimes it's nice to live in white lies..a good example wld be tat..dey also carry on asking me if i have admirers in sch? whether i have a bf le mahx? usually i always answer tat nobody wans me bcoz i'm so ugly..but haha.. now i realised tat even tho someone is ugly..dere'll still be ppl who wants them..dun be jealous of the piano..bcoz u are slowly taking over it's place..e piano is dead, it can't answer me..besides it's always me who have to take the initiative to tok to it..but u are different..so much different..u are always beside me..with open arms..waiting to grab me when i fall..protect me frm dangers..u can easily detect my feelings..my thoughts..in front of u, i'm just lyke a transparency..whenever i'm down and feel lyke tearing, i know tat i'm always not alone..we cry together..u'll wipe away my tears and tell me everything is okiex..i found myself in you.. wo yi zhi dou xiang dui ni shou..ni ge wo xiang bu dao de kuai le xiang lue zhou ge le sha mo..shou ni hui yong yuan pei zhe wo..
