Friday, February 03, 2006 // Friday, February 03, 2006
3 months seem lyke three years..was really amazed at how tis rship progresses..rite nw, my mind is flooded with so many memories.. each time i recall back, i couldn't help thinking tat these are all unreal..unplanned..unexpected..gladly,it wasn't..my fairy tale has cum true..how do i get thru a nite without uif i had to live without uwad kind of life wld tat beand i, i need u in my armsneed u to holdu're my world, my heart , my soulif u ever leaveu wld take away everything good in my lifeand tell me nowhow do i live without ui wan to knowhow do i breathe without uif u ever gohow do i ever , ever survivewithout u, there'd be no sun in my skydere wld be no lurve in my lifedere wld be no world left for mei'll be lost if i lost uif u ever leaveu wld take away everythingneed u with medon't u know tat u are everything good in my life?tis is so true..i wldn't know wad my life wld be without u..i dun even dare to give a thot abt it..u have already step into my world unknowingly..way deep in..it seems tat u hold e control of my world..n if u leave, darkness will cover my world again..i wld neva get out of tis miserable world..i will be so lost without ur hand dere to give me a pull..e smiles were neva real again..e heart wld beat slower than bfr..everything seem to slow down..why wld u have such great influnce? i wanna know as well..once things becum better, ppl will tink tat it doesn't last..have dey ever wonder wad makes good things neva last? it maybe due to e fact tat dey desire for even better things..thus causing these good things to go away..learn to appreaciate n cherish things u have presently..consider urself always lucky being able to enjoy these good things..some ppl jus dun hav e luck..so wad if good things last? r u tat sure tat u won take things fer granted..perhaps e reason tat good things neva last is purely bcoz it has to make way fer even better things..no point living in a world fearing tat we might leave each other one day..i wld rather convert this fear to something more precious..i wld stay by ur side..a promise i made to u..i wldn't want to leave..i find no reason fer me to..
