Tuesday, February 14, 2006 // Tuesday, February 14, 2006
first time doing blogging in sch..quite weird..but who cares? i feel lyke blogging now..there are so many things going thru my mind now..maybe not now but rite frm the early morning...messages kept coming in once i switched on my phone..it all comes frm the same person...each message seems to be even worse than another..everytime a message came in, my heart pains alittle more..i was upset bcoz xin called me last nite telling me tat e valentine gift tat we intented to give to prf and u and jeremy didnt turn out well..i jus merely type a haix frm the starting of my messge..tink i can neva imagine that wad a word lyke tis can create such a big mess in my rship..it denies the trust u have in me, the faith u have in our relationship..it's really hurting and disappointing to know i was given an unwanted label when i didn't do anything foolish at all..shi ni hai shi wo xiang tai duo...it was valentine's day today..everyone was quite in the mood..can see alot of ppl holding flowers n heart shaped balloons in their hands..i received many small gifts frm my frens..really nice of them...i received many precious hugs as well..two frm ser n kailing yesterday..it was kailing's bdae yesterday, she was touched by wad i have done for her..she almost tear..haha..tat ger..it applies to my best fren, ser as well..anyway back to the topic..xin and baba did give me some advice..they were worried abt me..thanks ppl!!! think i shld understand why u are acting in this way..maybe if i'm in ur shoes i will act in this way too..tis shows how special i'm am in ur heart..and i'm really glad to know..just hope tat history will not repeat itself anymore..i'm SPECIAL..whee..btw i didn't lose the magic..and i will neva lose it...the magic is there to stay, it's a matter of whether the person is reacting to the magic anot? or rather will he allows the magic to work on him? bcoz if he refuses, the magic i hold is meaningless...
