Tuesday, February 21, 2006 // Tuesday, February 21, 2006
i run 2.4 km today..really tiring..but i made it..17 mins plus i guess..was amazed at my own perservance..after the run, i wasn't feeling really well..guess i ate too much for lunch..on the verge of vomiting..yvonne was terrified by my pale face..sorry fer the fright ger!i'm glad tat u are willing to compromise ur schedule to fit into mine..i noe tat it's quite boring to have nothing to do at home..u need gaming to keep ur brain active..u need ur frens to keep u accompany when i'm busy with my own stuff..i received my maths and geo tests todae..score 14 out of 20..and 7 out of 15..i'm really feeling very low these few days..my vision keeps getting blur..probably due to the fact tat my tests results wasn't pleasing..and tat alot of ppl bdae is coming plus the fact tat i can't do my maths...i get really irritated once i can't do my maths..it's just seems tat i can't get a single question correct..i'm upset with myself fer being so stupid..when i'm feeling tat low..i wanted to share my problems with someone..and i guess tat the most suitable person is u..btw i got elected for econs mcq competiton organised by NUS..only me and shuping was elected..dunnoe why also..wanted to break tis piece of so called good news to u when i meet u today..wanted u to help me to solve my difficult maths problems..wanted to tell how discomfort i feel after the run..wanted to give u a hug to say tat i miss you..i turned hoping to hear tat caring concern of urs..instead i saw a shadow lying there..a thing tat can't see my heart is struggling..a thing tat can't hear my heart is tearing..a thing tat can't feel my pain..it's okay..it's really okay..i'm sure u wan to meet me if i can meet you earlier..i'm sorry fer everything..i need tat eyore to cheer me up..serve as a reward fer me..decided to get it..learn to be strong..smile eileen..
