Wednesday, March 22, 2006 // Wednesday, March 22, 2006
an entry tat shldn't be seen..everything remains..the beautiful memories..the characters..the lurve tat i have for u..wad really change? the faith and confidence in our relationship? ur lurve? ur conviction? tat really deny everything..i neva knew i will use the solution tat i hated the most to end our story..i dun bear to..i can't put my heart to..but i did..i had to..wad has gone over me? why am i giving up everything? will i bear to let the story just end lyke tat..the answer is i dun..but somehow there's isn't a strong reason to ask me to continue wif it..the conviction tat u had isn't strong to persuade me to continue..in addition, u are not sure if u wan me to stay anot? how am i going to convince myself to stay lyke tat? wad i thot was strong wasn't tat strong afterall..after 4 months, now then i realise how shaky it is..the fairy tale has ended..but has it really ended? are there still glimpse of hopes left behind? i wonder..the destined one for me is you..lurve really hurts in a peculiar way..my efforts alone wasn't enough..i hate to let go but sadly i have to..we are meant to be, suppose to be but we lost it..broken heart..
