Sunday, March 05, 2006 // Sunday, March 05, 2006
i'm suffering..coughing non-stop..will i die soon? maybe i shld stop scaring myself..neva heard tat ppl could sctually die of coughing..i hope i won be the first..anyway i went online today..out of the blue..chatted wif a few ppl..one of them is my best fren..she always there..she neva fail to ask if i'm coping well wif my life , my rship..dun woory ger..i will tell u if i met wif problems..i noe it's not good to bottle up everything..somehow i learn how to encourage ppl..learn to ask ppl to have faith in themselves..in the past, it's always me who needed someone there to do all these to me..we exchanged roles..how long can one wait? it really amaze me to see the no. of days count..i feel something..was it touch or a tinge of remorse? i dun wish to tink abt it..all i wan is to remain lyke tat...
