Thursday, March 02, 2006 // Thursday, March 02, 2006
tis morning i didn't had any intention to go sch..everyone is boning sch since it's a short day..but in the end i still went for school..mc are expensive tis days..wasn't paying much attention in class..e fear within me dun seem to ease off by a single bit..everyone is feeling the same fear with me..er maybe not..as i'm feeling 2 person fear..DOUBLE FEAR !!! i'm sure tat the rest are able to do well..but me? it's a definite no no..i jus got tis sudden thot tat i might flunk my chinese or gotten a veri low pass for it..i didn't wan to receive the results slip frm ms lee at all..she force me to..my hands were still trembling when i sign the paper..anyway i just anyhow sign it..doubt anyone can recognise wad i'm signing..when i flip over the result slip and saw a B3 i was shocked..didn't expected tat..yeah even though u ppl say i did well for chinese but on second thoughts maybe i did not..if onli i put in extra efforts, i might get an A..well lyke wad i say if onli..tink i shln't be greedy to ask for more..god has already answer my prayers and gave me a B3..i shld be contented..so must u..seeing students getting straight As..my fear abt taking a levels increase..stress level is even higher than before..i look back at my decision..shld i change my decision nw ? go to a poly instead..i spend quite a long time to tink abt it just now..guess i will stick to my original decision..no point regretting halfway..maybe i shld have more faith in myself tat i can achieve..i can go uni..i am able to go to the stage to receive my results slip..well it's good to have dreams..isn't it? even though it's lyke day dreaming..i promise i will work hard from now onwards..i dun wan to cry..if i do, the tears shld be tears of happiness..i promise tat i will try to pay more attention in all lectures..i promise i will do all my hw..i promise i will start to read newspaper frm now onwards..i promise i will ask teacher questions if i dunnoe..
todae ended lyke tat..
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