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Wednesday, April 19, 2006 // Wednesday, April 19, 2006

i skipped school today..

tried to study for tml test..but nothing seems to get in..

i felt so lost when i heard those words last nitex..really felt weak and helpless..no energy to carry on with my life..no matter wad i do, i dun seem to release the pain inside my heart..it really hurts..

u have already come to a decision..ur heart has hardened..no matter wad i do, i dun seem to melt it again..i totally lost the power to tok to ur heart..much tat i dun want to give up, i have to..

the greatest regret i have is not being able to acc u these two days before u leave..not being able to be there to share ur fear of going in..i have failed to play my role as ur gerfren miserably..e second regret tat i have is not being strong enuf to withstand everything..we promise each other tat if one party falls, the other wld remain strong..but i can't do it..i truly hate myself for tat..

now i finally heard wad u tried to sae..but everything's seems too late..

my greatest happiness is being able to fall in lurve with u..no matter how short this time wld be, i truly appreciate all the times we had..frm the day when u start disturbing me to our first date at chinese garden to our first movie ( april snow) to hk to our first kiss to our first valentine and to our first heartbreak..dere's many more..these are beautiful memories to stay..while sweet times bring us laughter and joy..and bad times bring us tears..i'm glad tat u are by my side always..thanks for being in my life..i learn alot as times pass..may these beautiful memories remain in ur mind even after we parted..regardless wad others sae, i trust my heart..never will i regretted starting with u..ru guo shou fen shou shi ku tong de qi dian..na zai zhong dian zhi qian wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian..xiang yao dui ni shou de bu gan shou de ai..hui bu hui you ren ke yi ming bai?

all i wanted to say is..

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

you are the reason when there's seem to be no reason in my life..and now tat the reason has gone..my life has gone too..xin li de yan lei yi mo hu le shi xian..ni yi kuai kan bu jian..

take care.. and all the best..

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