Saturday, May 27, 2006 // Saturday, May 27, 2006
flipping the paper thru and fro, trying to find a question tat i could attempt..but i cldn't find any..all are difficult questions to tackle..in the end i chose question 3..some question tat is not taken by many..thought tat paper 2 wld be better as compared to paper 1..but it turn out otherwise..it appears to be even more challenging..looking at clock, watching the time pass..i start to panick..i cldn't finish the paper..i knew i wld flunk the paper..but i didn't want to flunk it badly..i almost wanted to breakdown...i dread tis..i felt so useless at tat moment of time..wanted to pass but nothing can be done to make me pass..felt lyke knocking tat teacher out , snatch my paper back and complete my summary..i knew i wld continue feeling tis way till mid years are over..i really dread tis..really dread the nearing of prelims and a levels..everything is jus plain stupid..including me..made my last speech, passing my role down to my junior..i am no longer e vice president in band..was it a relief? i thought it was but i didn't felt tat way..rather i started to reflect the things i done for the band..it was nothing much..i dun even deserve the name..hope the next vice president wldn't be lyke me..
