Saturday, May 20, 2006 // Saturday, May 20, 2006
seeing ur sad face, i dunno wad more i can say to cheer u up..i was once in ur postion, i could feel exactly wad u've been going thru fer the past few days..it feels as though ur world has collapsed and has entered into complete darkness...words can neva describe the torturing pain u have inside..u are waiting fer him to give u tat " signal " whether to continue or end off..u fear to know tat answer of his..u fear tat it might be tat answer tat u thought it to be..u fear u will be unable to live without him..u fear tat u are unable to let these go...they are beautiful memories..it takes two hands to clap..i dun see any need of u trying to salvage the relationship anymore..u have done ur very best..u have taken alot of steps out..it's a pity tat he don't know how to cherish such a nice ger lyke u..he will live to regret one day..the day when he lose u..people often only learn to treasure when something is gone..u deserve better..much better..u say it urself too..pluck up ur courage n post the ultimate question..wad's urs will meant to be urs..no point dwelling so much..no point pinning on someone who disappoint u over and over again..it's time for him to learn how to cherish u..how important u are in his life..and how to contribute...if he really lurves u, he won;t hurt u..if he really lurves u, he won't allow u to shed a single tear for him..if he really lurves u, he wld cherish and neva let u go..do he lurves u?be strong ger..u have me and alot of ppl..i cannot deny how painful it is to lose someone u thot ur were meant to be..u have to learn..learn to live with the pain..bear with it..it will go away someday somehow..all the best...i hope i can see the results tat i'm hoping to see..
