phew !!! so glad tat today is over..hm dun really lyke to blog abt studies stuff but i make this exceptional because i'm really glad tat i finish two papers today..didn't really expect myself to stay awake throughout these 6 hrs paper..i'm really glad tat i'm able to so despite sleeping late last nite..i guess sweets do help keep one awake..especially mints..

i'm not sure whether i'm consider lucky or not..but i kept getting calvin as my sitting partner..he is really irritating with his small movements and worse till the sound he made wif his orange plastic-ie adidas shoes..i really can't stand it..it's really distracting..why can't i jus get a partner tat is hardworking..seeing him/her work, it might just motivate me to work, to think even harder..but now with this partner, it jus makes me feel sleeping, giving up on the paper..

today really seems lyke the starting of holidays..but the sad truth is it is NOT !!! we still have three more papers to go..wasn't really in the mood to study..or rather i shld say i was never in the mood to study..since the beginning of the real holidays..things get ugly here and dere..can't really focus well..i seem lost..or maybe i'm really lost..i lose my motivation to work hard..and also lose the motivation to look forward to the end of mid years..misery seems to be endless..

however things start to change alittle on the first day of the mid years...i found my lucky star..found in the toliet..it was floating on a pail of water..finding it seems to be indicating tat it wld be my lucky day today..and i think it is..it helps to brighten my day in a way or another..the first time it works is during pw oral presentation..it was resting in my pocket, giving me all the courage tat i need..i lost it ever since..now it makes a reappearance without me searching high and low for it, tis sure means something lucky..so i decided to keep it in my pencil case till the end of mid years..i need the power of it !!! haha..looking at the star also reminds me of stuff..remind me of the person who made it..how he made it and wad's the significance of tat..

it was the biggest n also the most special straw star i ever had..