Sunday, November 19, 2006 // Sunday, November 19, 2006
i've been waiting for tis moment for 2 years..finally it came, putting an end to my JC life..as i walked back down the memory line, i find JC life quite interesting..interesting in the sense tat it really opened my eyes to many things..it puts me to many tests..for the past two years, i've been studying non-stop and it seems tat u can neva be able to know and memorise everything of those accumulated piles of lectures notes..in fact, i didn't even finish it even till a levels..quite a letdown =(but i'm glad tat everything is over now..i have resumed my freedom, my life..i begin to have a life after two years..able to let my hair down..able to enjoy movies, shopping and of course dating without feeling gulity..i'm really happy..hm but on the other hand, it seems as tho u lost ur goal in life..maybe i'm jus not used to it..not used to slacking and having fun all day round..sounds rather ironic..well everything has ended..studies and probably some frenships..some frenships tat u once to be quite stable and true..it's a pity to let it end tis way..but i did try my best to salvage it..it takes both hands to clap..if one hand didn't wan to do the job, i guess the other can only leave it alone and look for the other better one..i guess having a few trustworthy frens ard is enuf..hm and also ur family and ur other part..i guess these few ppl are sufficient to make ur life feel blessed..and indeed i feel veri blessed now..think wad i shld really do now is to convince myself to let these frenships go and continue my life..furthermore i'm not going to see them anymore..let them just be a memory of mine..at least the memory was once sweet and real..hm i'm really looking forward to grad nitex ..more of chalet in fact..probably bcoz grad nitex will be awkward..but well i jus mentioned tat i shldn't probe over such matters anymore..well i'm going to leave it aside and concentrate on more other better stuff..chalet here i come..whee =)
