Monday, March 19, 2007 // Monday, March 19, 2007
it's been weeks ever since i received my A-levels results. And i only managed to submit NUS application yesterday. Guess everybody has submitted their application long time ago. This university stuff has been troubling me ever since i received the A-level results and is still doing so now. Even after submitting all the applications, i wld still fear the results. Whether i wld get into my desired course? Hated the process of electing the choices, it somehow makes me feel useless. I came to realised that i really have limited choices. I regretted my decision of entering into a Junior College. Limited Choices ! Fairly grades ! Where do i go? Trying to get advice from teachers and peers..surfing all day at net trying to get the courses requirement..it's demoralising to discover slowly that my choices are limited. Choices get cancelled and reduced to a few.Who is to blame for this? Fate ? i think it's ME..SHld have studied harder..Early morning today, was suffering from gastric pain. Never had that before. Kinda of frightened me. felt pain but at least this pain is much more bearable as compared to yesterday. Trying hard to tolerate the pain until lunch time. Even during lunch time, had only alittle stuff. the rest nearly being vomit out. Had alittle rest and back to work.a day just passed lyke this.thank god for allowing me to live another day.
