it's been how long since we break up...?
i have no idea. and i doubt u even know too.
maybe life is better without me by ur side.
just lyke always, i'm the one who takes the first step out to speak to u.
i hated u.
but i cldn't bring myself to.
wanted to tell u wad a jerk u are.
this is the first time i feel so angry towards u.
no words can describe how much hurt u have done to me.
wad's the meaning of "i can't visualize my future with u in it anymore"
it's just totally crap!
wad's the meaning of "feeling lost", " feel lyke giving up and withdrawing from everything i have now".
crap again.
it's been the nth time..
u told me that i can find a better guy out there.
why can't u just be that guy?
it's been a lie...
when u tell me that u can't live without me.
and that u won't leave me unless i do so.

everything is just a joke.
can only laugh at myself.
wad a loser i am.

anyway everything is over now.
the moment u say that sentence, u shld know.
there's no more second chance, third chance wadsoever.
i'm leaving.
leaving for sure.
i thank you for all the love u gave.
all the sweet memories that we create tgt.
and i sincerely hope that u can find wad u want in life.

i wondered ,
why am i saying all these here?
u dun even know i have a blog.
i doubt u will have regrets over ur decision.
bcuz if u do,
something will have been done.
and till now
nth...







i need to move on.
there's so many stuffs for me to do.







where are u?
my Mr right..